January 28, 2012
To you my loving wife …
nanai,
I write this letter to let you know that I am so blessed and happy to have you in my life.
Looking back ten years ago, since I saw you sitting on the bench and walking alone on the path way, I want to be with you and to be close to you, Because of friend of mine, Summer time I met you. It sounds too clichéd but my heart beats so fast, the girl that I admire and always in my dreams is in my front and one yard too close to me. And I am very happy that you accept me as your friend.
In a day, a week, a month and a year, I can’t remember when you say YES to me but the important thing I found you. I can’t forget my first visit in your house that I consider as our first date. I know that you know I like you, but you said love at first sight is not true. You said what I have felt is a lust. And I ignore everything that you said I’ll keep going to court and express my feelings for you.
We keep on touch everyday, and the sign time comes April 29th when you kiss me in your mother’s grave that was the sign for me that you like me and love me also. I am very happy and I am in fire, this would be the happiest moment of my life. We shared happy moments even we keep on hiding of something. After you graduate we plan to get married, we know that we meant for each other and to make it sure that your always be in my side, we do our promises to be together forever.
After a two year of dating, and 8 years of marriage, I can tell you (and I do) that you are the only one I want to be with...as long as I live and even in heaven. You’re my angel. You're my rock. You’re my problem-solver. You're my girl and my wife. And, you are exactly what "home" feels like. We have so much together...at home watching a movie or listening music or going church every Sunday, or a silly comment or joke at work, or one of our trips. I can say you make me smile and laugh.
We've also had our share of hard times, my tantrums being a paranoid…financial and emotional problem of mine… from the time I am sick and have no job...all events in our life together that I, honestly, would not have survived if it wasn't for you. Just your presence can steady my world in an instant. Just knowing you're here, with me, makes everything all right.
I love you… I love you… I love you… these three words could not end I love you very much…
I love everything about you, I love you because you tell me you love me too (sobra-sobra). I know that you work so hard for our relationship and to have good life for our kids and for us. I admire you for being strong in faith and straight in words of life.
Eight years ago, I can’t comprehend, I couldn’t imagine, I have three angels in my side, a father of two kids and a husband of my loving wife.
Hope that you wouldn’t change any of it. Eight year of being with most wonderful woman in the world. Eight years of loving and being loved. Eight year striving. I would lying if I said that it was easy. I know that I am or we are still growing but we both know that God isn’t through with either of us. Let’s keep walking that narrow path together. It makes us close to each other.
I love you very much nai… you know how much you mean to me, you’re my inspiration… you’re always in my heart, in my mind and in my thoughts… say it again that you feel the same way too… without any doubt you surrender all your life and love to me.
God is always in our side, to take care of you and our family. I love you so much nai. Happy 8th year wedding anniversary.
Thank you very much nai… I can tell that I can keep you safe…
Always and forever loves you (masyado)… a father of your two kids, your husband…
tatai.
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