what a life!

why it hurts me so much
everytime i think of what you are doing
my mind is going insane
i feel that im always in the midst of nothing
this feelings never change
because of my anger mind
but my hearth with you still cares

i can't imagine that
you can do this always to me
even you know it , that i know it
you are still there keeping on safe

and enjoying the moments with
the f**king moments with

HurtACHE

i feel bad this month and i call it as HurtAche of July 2013!!!
i never thought that this will happen again...
i sense it that there is something wrong and i f****n fell it!!!
i tried to keep it but i can't and my emotion is on fire...
i am badly hurt when i know its fuckin true!!!

why this is happening to me and why she do this!!!
the way i see it, the way i feel it...
im just a husband and a father!!!
i know im hurting to know what's in her...
i am just afraid that one day, she walk out the door!!!

when everything gets paranoid...
do not try again to know what's in her f****n mind!!!
do not try to know what's in her phone...
do not try to know what's in her gig's!!!
just go round and round and f****n love it...